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It was hard not to be angry at the world the past few days, and even angry at everyone really. As every year TDoR came, we trannies grieved and yelled and cried and hugged and screamed with all our heart because of the pain and rage brought by the deaths of our siblings.

On the other side for cissies it was a normal thursday, a normal fucking thursday. I went to work and saw all of them without a care in the fucking world, got harassed while they didn't give a fuck, broke down while they didn't give a fuck, got home distressed to a roommate that didn't give a fuck. I lost it i think, why don't they care ? Whether we're alive or dead they don't even care, why ???? Do we mean that little to them ? Is it just me ? Fuck them.

Thanks to all the lovely trans people at the TDoR events, fuck everyone else. Rest in peace Leelah and Charlotte, I want to believe in an afterlife just for the hope that you two are now feeling bliss and happiness somewhere surrounded by the love and kindness this world didn't give you, not a day passes by when I don't think of you, I miss and love you dearly. I wish you could come back, I wish you never left, will it get better ? It has to right ? Will I get better ? I hope. I won't forget you, and I won't forgive the world for what it did to you and to all my sisters, my brothers and my siblings.

To every trans person reading this, I love you, I'm glad you exist, you are truly a gift to the world and the ones around you. You matter, talk to me if you need anything, I'll be there as long as I can.